you're still calling backwards for something once not said
i don't remember a thing
you scream a fighting curse, no mercy on my head
a nice home when you leave
if you need me, i'll be outside
because today the sun shines especially bright
and you won't see a thing, but i will
the realization comes too creeping slow along
now here comes the hard part, or so you thought
if you need me, i'll be outside
if youre looking for me, i'll be alive
it happened once, it won't happen again, not this time
pride is swallowed along with the rest
on a space for one, the past lied
creeping backwards, headed to the same dead end
you know you have to go back home